Sunday, September 11, 2011

Happy Birthday :)

        In life, people always long for a companion. The one with whom we can play our pranks, fight with, laugh with. I never knew what was happening right before my eyes at the age of 4. Yes i was just 4 years when that special something in life happened exactly on sep 12, 1994 :)

        I remember how my mother struggled to manage loads of pain with every little laughter. She is an warehouse of patience for all my mischief. She was the best and She is the best. Even at times of her trouble she never missed an ounce to take care of me, to love me, to hug me, to giggle with me. She is always special and i remember every single thing about how she was the backbone in bringing me up. Even on that neck moment on sep 12, She has cried a lot to my grandma telling her that am so mischievous, asking her to bare with all that i do and pleading her to take care of me. Amidst all these i knew nothing and i was busy fighting with my cousin for crayons. But now i could feel the pain in my nerve when realizing how much my mom had loved me and how far she had the fear of losing me.

        It was then the most beautiful moment in life happened. " The birth of my twin brother and sister". The cutest darlings to love me, to admire me, to kick me, to fight with me, to make my childhood a memorable one". At that age i knew nothing except the fact that small kids are there and i was wondering why mom stays at hospital?! But now i know well they are meant to travel with me :)

        Now we are grown ups and i have mixed feeling for we gonna be in different career and different paths of life. Though we share the most wonderful bond of love, we never let each other know ;) Its time to tell them on this special day that no matter what may be but truly i treasure you both for everything we shared between us. Love you beyond everything. And heres wishing you both a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY :).. Wish you both the brightest and best thing to happen in life always. May god bless you with abundant happiness, success in your efforts and an ever lasting peace in heart.

Friday, September 9, 2011

A short story!

       Nice to meet u all with a post after a long time :) This particular topic i thought to write while reading an article. Its purely fictional.

       True love is always cherishable. How long it lasted doesn't matter but how much it had created an impact in you matters for a lifetime. Here is the story of a guy about the love he had and the changes life have imposed on him.

       Right from the moment i met her in my life, i got an intense feel of me owning herself. In every thing she does, i felt a sense of synchronization,  in every wave of her smile i felt my nerves getting rejuvenated, in every word she spoke i felt its intended for me, In every little gesture she did, i felt she listens to me.

       Days were moving like anything. Every day seemed to be a second.The day which i never wanna travel through, the day when i never want the sun to rise above the screens of sky, the day which has come so sooner than expected was THE LAST DAY together and THE FIRST DAY to move further alone with just memories left behind. The time has come to take a new path. I have never let her know about my thoughts for her and strangely i assumed may be she knows it already with my actions. I took several rehearsals to convey my thoughts.I had a sense of being dejected with the thought 'Am i so crazy to think like this for the girl  about whom i don't even know well?'With all such conversations in mind, i was hit by a notebook, i just rushed to turn and i found her beside me. She was so elegant with the best of her smile, with the grace of her attire, with the liveliness of her eyes, with million words of her silence. I just wanna shout that i love her and i always want her but i regained my conscience and didn't let me do that. Instead i was just standing numb admiring her.

        Life is carved in its own way of surprises. It was then i heard the most magical words from her." Being with you has been a treasure always and i long to get it for matter how i mean to u but u mean everything to me and I LOVE YOU". I was pinching and checking my senses. I was on extreme cloud nine. It was the most beautiful song ever heard, most liveliest words ever said, most priceless moment ever given and the most emotional feel ever felt. I gathered my senses to yell out back to her the same words locked in my lips. I was standing dumbstruck.

        It was then i was knocked and awaken from sleep. Only then i realized the intensity of dream that have crept through me. I was completely scattered with the memories 50 years back. The dream of my unsaid love. The thing which i never wanna recall. I was cursing myself for, beyond every changes in life y did i get such a dream?! May be to make me think of her for the life that is bestowed on me for which am grateful. The real silent LAST DAY had given me this life. If it had been the way it was how in my dreams, my life would have been different may be good or bad. Rather i am glad it didn't happen and cherish the present for its own flavor. I value and salute life for its belief on me in spite of my imperfections at times.