நித்தமும் பலமுறை கூறுவாய்
என்னை நன்கு படித்தது நீ மட்டுமே என்று!
ஆனால் நானோ,
என்னை நீ அறிந்தது அவ்வளவு தான் என்று எண்ணுவேன்!
நான் சிரித்து மட்டுமே பார்த்திருக்கிறாய்
நொடிக்கு கண் சிமிட்டுவது பழக்கமானது போல்,
கண்ணீரிலும் சிரிப்பது பழக்கமாகிவிட்டது!
ஏன் சோக குரல் என்று நீ கேட்கும் ஒவ்வொரு முறையும்,
தெரியவில்லை என்பதே என் பதிலாய் இருந்திருக்கும்
ஆனால் அதற்கு பின் ஆயிரம் இருப்பது உனக்கு தெரியவில்லை!
இன்னுமா என்னை நினைத்து கொண்டிருக்கிறாய் ?
என்று வினவும் உன் விழிகள் ஒரு பக்கம்,
நான் என்ன பைத்தியமா என்று விடையளிக்கும்
என் விழிகள் மறுபக்கம்!
இந்த வினா விடை பரிமாற்றத்தில்
அழகாய் நாடகம் ஆடிய என் விழிகள்
முதல் முறையாய் கண்ணீரை வென்று விட்டோம் என்ற பெருமிதத்தில்!
என்னை நீ நன்கு படித்திருந்தால்,
என்னை விட்டு சென்றிருக்கமாட்டாய்!
விழிகள் நடித்து விட்டன
ஆனால் இதையமோ ஒவ்வொரு துடிப்பிலும்
கேட்கிறது மீண்டும் மகிழ்ச்சியாய் துடிப்பது எப்போதென்று?!

Harry :)

துயில் கொண்ட என் விழிகளில்
இமைகள் அசையும் அந்த நொடியில்,
அனுதினமும் கண்முன்னே தோன்றுகிறது
உனது பிம்பமே!

உன் காதலில் நனைந்ததாலோ என்னவோ,
தினம் தினம் என்னை பூரிப்புடன் பார்த்த கண்ணாடியோ
இன்று சோகமாய் பார்க்கிறதே!

கூட்ட நெரிசலில்  சிக்கிக் கொண்டு பயணித்த
பேருந்து பயணம் கூட அன்று சுவாரசியமாய் இருந்தது,
இன்றோ இருக்கையில் பயணிக்கும் சூழல் இருந்தும் கூட
அதிலே ஓர் வெறுமை!

நின்று ரசித்த பறவை சப்தங்களில் கூட
இன்று ஓர் மௌனம்!

நம் பாதம் பதித்த சாலையாவும்
பூக்கள்மீது நடந்தும் கூட,என் கால்களில்
முட்கள் ஊடுருவியவாறு ஓர் வலி!

நான் கேட்பது
நித்தம் உன் அருகில் இருக்கவோ,
முப்பொழுதும் உனது சுவாசத்தில் இருக்கவோ,
போகும் இடமெல்லாம் உன் கரங்களில் இருக்கவோ,
நீ நொடிக்கு பலமுறை பரிமாறும் பார்வையோ,
நீ முனுமுனுக்கும் சிணுங்கலோ இல்லை...

உன் கல்லறையில் தவிக்கும் என் நினைவுகளை விடுத்து,
மீண்டும் ஒருமுறை நிகழ்வாய் என் முன்னே நீ வரவேண்டும் என்பதே!
உனது சுவாசத்தை தேடுகிறேன்,
நிற்கப் போகும் என் இதயத்துடிபிற்கு
உயிர் கொடுப்பதற்காய்!!

Portraiture

My long days of idleness discovered in me a new thing. I know i can draw to some extent in my childhood but never thought i would try something like drawing portraits. Right now am a beginner but i really love this new hobby to such a great extent.Am learning portraiture online. Tips and suggestions on this are most welcome :)These are few of my drawings :)

My very first try..

Tried drawing sachin:)

MJ:)

Aish:)

Twilight-Edward and Bella :)

Whatever May be ~SMILE~!

 Its long time since i posted something out on blog. Was searching for topics to write and finally ended up with this..

Smile--The most powerful tool, the consoling language, the motivating factor, the charming response, the most innate refresher, the most influential apology! It portrays the rhythm of your mind, elegance of your heart and thousand meanings for your silence at times. Smile can change a devastating situation. Every new day as and when you get up just take a minute time to exclaim at your own image and wear a smile. Am sure that will make you power packed for the whole day.

A sincere smile is a wonderful thing. A person who has earned reputation because of that would probably know the value of it. Even the chat medium is facilitated with loads of smileys. I often use such kind of smileys. I remember once i was not in a mood to use any of that kind and a very dear friend of mine just guessed the mood of mine with the missing smileys. Judging something not face to face may sometimes be wrong but what i mean here is even in chat medium smile has a great power. Just imagine how much influence it will have face to face!

Be it any kind, say for instance if someone says u are overweight immediately we will tend to wear a short face. Instead smile :) its after all a number. Smiling at people can bring them a sense of friendliness. A friend of mine would laugh all of a sudden. By seeing that obviously we will laugh making fun. While asking the reason for his smile, he used to say he laughed thinking of something that happened earlier, or he would say he laughed remembering a joke sequence. Whatever the reason may be for his laugh but for a moment he had spread the laughter around.

Smiling at disagreeable remarks will make you strong, smiling changes even the worst of moods, smiling at times of defeat portrays u as sportive, smiling at anger will make ur temper cool, smiling makes you feel successful, smiling at times can become the reason for someone's happiness, smiling at others will help them motivate( I mean a gentle smile and not a sound laugh that in turn would irritate people :->), smiling conveys much more than words positively and negatively so a genuine smile is the most priceless possession. Smiling through eyes conveys much more. While posing for photographs i literally used to show my teeth when i was young. A dad of my friend by seeing that , he used to say learn to smile with your eyes that will make you more pleasant. But until now i haven't learnt that art but i have admired a number of people who master that.

Its definitely hard to smile at all circumstances but i have observed from things that doing so can be the medicine for a number of problems. Smile no matter what may be , the fragrance will spread not just to u but also to people around :)

Happy Birthday :)

        In life, people always long for a companion. The one with whom we can play our pranks, fight with, laugh with. I never knew what was happening right before my eyes at the age of 4. Yes i was just 4 years when that special something in life happened exactly on sep 12, 1994 :)

        I remember how my mother struggled to manage loads of pain with every little laughter. She is an warehouse of patience for all my mischief. She was the best and She is the best. Even at times of her trouble she never missed an ounce to take care of me, to love me, to hug me, to giggle with me. She is always special and i remember every single thing about how she was the backbone in bringing me up. Even on that neck moment on sep 12, She has cried a lot to my grandma telling her that am so mischievous, asking her to bare with all that i do and pleading her to take care of me. Amidst all these i knew nothing and i was busy fighting with my cousin for crayons. But now i could feel the pain in my nerve when realizing how much my mom had loved me and how far she had the fear of losing me.

        It was then the most beautiful moment in life happened. " The birth of my twin brother and sister". The cutest darlings to love me, to admire me, to kick me, to fight with me, to make my childhood a memorable one". At that age i knew nothing except the fact that small kids are there and i was wondering why mom stays at hospital?! But now i know well they are meant to travel with me :)

        Now we are grown ups and i have mixed feeling for we gonna be in different career and different paths of life. Though we share the most wonderful bond of love, we never let each other know ;) Its time to tell them on this special day that no matter what may be but truly i treasure you both for everything we shared between us. Love you beyond everything. And heres wishing you both a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY :).. Wish you both the brightest and best thing to happen in life always. May god bless you with abundant happiness, success in your efforts and an ever lasting peace in heart.

A short story!

       Nice to meet u all with a post after a long time :) This particular topic i thought to write while reading an article. Its purely fictional.

       True love is always cherishable. How long it lasted doesn't matter but how much it had created an impact in you matters for a lifetime. Here is the story of a guy about the love he had and the changes life have imposed on him.

       Right from the moment i met her in my life, i got an intense feel of me owning herself. In every thing she does, i felt a sense of synchronization,  in every wave of her smile i felt my nerves getting rejuvenated, in every word she spoke i felt its intended for me, In every little gesture she did, i felt she listens to me.

       Days were moving like anything. Every day seemed to be a second.The day which i never wanna travel through, the day when i never want the sun to rise above the screens of sky, the day which has come so sooner than expected was THE LAST DAY together and THE FIRST DAY to move further alone with just memories left behind. The time has come to take a new path. I have never let her know about my thoughts for her and strangely i assumed may be she knows it already with my actions. I took several rehearsals to convey my thoughts.I had a sense of being dejected with the thought 'Am i so crazy to think like this for the girl  about whom i don't even know well?'With all such conversations in mind, i was hit by a notebook, i just rushed to turn and i found her beside me. She was so elegant with the best of her smile, with the grace of her attire, with the liveliness of her eyes, with million words of her silence. I just wanna shout that i love her and i always want her but i regained my conscience and didn't let me do that. Instead i was just standing numb admiring her.

        Life is carved in its own way of surprises. It was then i heard the most magical words from her." Being with you has been a treasure always and i long to get it for lifetime..no matter how i mean to u but u mean everything to me and I LOVE YOU". I was pinching and checking my senses. I was on extreme cloud nine. It was the most beautiful song ever heard, most liveliest words ever said, most priceless moment ever given and the most emotional feel ever felt. I gathered my senses to yell out back to her the same words locked in my lips. I was standing dumbstruck.

        It was then i was knocked and awaken from sleep. Only then i realized the intensity of dream that have crept through me. I was completely scattered with the memories 50 years back. The dream of my unsaid love. The thing which i never wanna recall. I was cursing myself for, beyond every changes in life y did i get such a dream?! May be to make me think of her for the life that is bestowed on me for which am grateful. The real silent LAST DAY had given me this life. If it had been the way it was how in my dreams, my life would have been different may be good or bad. Rather i am glad it didn't happen and cherish the present for its own flavor. I value and salute life for its belief on me in spite of my imperfections at times.